A walk through Hell.

Shane dumped me yesterday.
He told me, "It's not you, it's me."
And you know what, he's right- It was him, all him. He is the reason we failed and I am okay with that.
I should probably be a little more upset about this, but for the first time last night, I actually got to see how amazing college is.

As soon as he started breaking up with me, I texted Molly and told her what was going on. She was at ClubSCAD so I knew that once she got done she'd run over here...and she did. She came in, Kelsi had no idea what was going on, Molly fell on top of me on the floor and hugged me. I love her. She helped make it all better. I told her what happened, Kelsi made comments--because thats what Kelsi is good at. Kelsi left for some Gamers Guild thing...lamesauce.
So, Molly and I got up on my bed and started looking at flair and bumper stickers on Facebook, we started talking about John and his girl that has a boyfriend that he doesn't care about. UGH! Don't even get me started on that.
After a while, someone comes plowing through my door...it's John. He says, "You okay?" I said, "I'll be fine." He says, "Here, have some chocolate." :D!! I love him. haha. He's awesome. He told me that he was at Erin's [the girl with the boyfriend] and she was on facebook and saw that Shane and I were no longer together so she said, "John is Lynsey okay?" and he was like, "What?" and she said, "Because she and Shane are no longer together!" so he grabbed a handful of chocolate and ran to m room.
It's funny because Kara is in that room and Kara HATES me because I started dating Shane. So now that Kara knows I'm not a threat to her she will hopefull be cool with me. Oh, and shes probably going to go back to stalking Shane. haha! I'm mean for laughing at that but whateverrr.
So, John eventually leaves to go back to Erin's.
My R.A keeps coming in and out of my room making Molly and I laugh our asses off. He only did this because we put a sign on my door saying, "No boys allowed". Twas funny. He asked why boys weren't allowed I told him about Shane, he hugged me- then put the laundry basket BACK on his head and walked out to do his laundry. hahahaha.
Molly and I started talking about high school and about those stupidly pretty girls that no matter what always looked good. Ugh, halfway through that Patricia came in and we started dancing to music and having fun. We took pictures and videos. Then Molly and Patricia decided it was bedtime and they left to go shower and such.
So, I felt lonely again so I put my status on facebook as: Lynsey thinks people should come hang out with her, Tannex 110. 985.789.8579.
So, 5 minutes after I posted that, my phone rings, I answer and have a boys voice saying. "Lynsey, it's Jordan. I'm bored. I'm coming over. I'll call you when I get to Tannex gate." And hung up. I was confused as to which Jordan and everything. A few minutes later theres a knock on my door, its Jordan Skyline King. He comes in and we're sitting on my bed for like 2 minutes max and my phone rings, this is the convo:
Me: "Hello?"
Person: "Hey, uh I live in room 238 and I'm really bored and I saw that your status said that you want people over..."
Me: "Yeah, totally come on over!"
Person: "Alright cool, be there in a second."

His name is Ben Swaney.
He's a guy that I've always seen around and like smile at because I know he lives in my dorm and such and I've always wanted to talk to him. Then BAM! He's there.
He and I have the same taste in music, he's super cool.

Well, we got in a huge conversation about relationships and such. Jordan kept trying to outdo me with his stories, but I totally won. Ben just kinda sat back and added little tidbits, which was totally cool. Jordan kept trying to flirt with me. Which was totally uncalled for. Not only is he too short, he's highly unattractive. So, we all decided we wanted to watch Tenacious D and the pick of Destiny, so we put that on and not even 5 minutes into it, Jordan said he was tired and left. So, Ben and I were sitting on my bed watching this super cool movie. After it was over, he left. It was like almost 3am. Kelsi still wasn't back, so I texted her and fell alseep waiting for a response.

Woke up this morning, she's home and asleep.
Ben wrote on my wall about how much fun he had and blah, blah, blah.

Surprizingly enough, my night did not suck. It should've. But thanks to my friends and random people my night was funfilled and lovely.

So now; I have massive amounts of homework to tend to.

Peace, love, and Jack Black.