So, I've found out why reaching Richard over the past couple of days has been so hard. It's because he's decided to completely throw me out of his life. He thinks that I'm "moving to fast" for him and that I'm "more into this" than he is and that he doesn't want to hurt me.
...uh, you just did- thanks.
So basically, I'm utterly fucking crushed. Hence the title, CRUSH.
I don't need this right now, I really fucking don't. I have too much going on in my head to deal with this.
College is kicking my ass and now I have to worry about this boy who over the time of knowing him I've fallen for, who now doesn't want me around. Fuck that.
I don't understand how the world works. How, when one thing goes wrong, THE WORLD ENDS. Why can't bad things happen in Ones, when things are boring- give me something to do.
But no, no. God hates me therefore he likes to just throw everything at me at once.
But then again, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
Deja Vu anyone?
Peace, love, and that's okay- the cowboys still suck.
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