One big ball of suckage.

So before I give you a huge update on life and it's happenings I must first inform you that I am sick and fucking tired of living with Kelsi. She still hasn't cleaned her side of the room, she's inconsiderate of when I'm sleeping and when I'm doing homework and pretty much anything else you can think of. I am so done with it. I'm so close to just walking over to her desk and throwing everything on the floor and piling everything up in the middle of the floor so that she can't get to her bed when she walks in the door. Maybe, just maybe, then she will go, "Oh, I should clean this up." But no, instead, she trips over the same fucking box 6 times and STILL doesn't take it out. I'm almost to the point of cleaning her shit for her. It's pissing me off THAT much.

That's enough about that.

Okay, let us catch up on life.

So, on Monday I wrote about the convo between Devin and I. It's quite unfortunate to report that, that was the last time we spoke. I sent a message to his best friend Sam saying, "K. So, I have a question that I'm hoping you can give me the answer to because I'm buggin' over here.

Uh, did I do something wrong to make Devin stop talking to me? Because I think I might've and I definitely didn't want to screw up my chances with him. Whatever little chance I may have had. If you have any little insider on this situation it's be greatly appreciated to know even so much as, "He never wants to talk to/see you again."

Any bit helps.
Thanks."

And he sent me back, "Well, all i can really say is that hes pretty busy with his projects and getting his portfolio built up, believe me that's extremely stressful and time consuming, but besides that Devin can be kinda clueless sometimes so .. yeah. Sorry hes not being social."

So, according to him Devin is just focusing on school. But I know that's not 100% the truth because I've seen Devin online quite a few times and if Devin was interested in keeping any type of relationship with me, it only takes like 5 seconds to type a message saying, "Hey, sorry I've been busy, when I get a chance, we should hang."

It's not that hard. But, honestly I'm fine with never seeing him again if that's indeed what he wants. I'm just gonna to pull a huge nerd out.
I'm not going to do anything social for the rest of the quarter, which isn't much longer. I am going to put all of my being into Homework, Classes, Working out, and things I am already committed to. Such as, Film Fest and the Fashion Show modeling.

Starting today.
I will watch the LSU game, while doing homework- shit. I was typing this big huge list of shit to do today, then realized...I have a date tonight.

How did that happen?
Damn. I don't want to call it off. But I have so much shit to do. Gah, and really the only reason I was gonna go out with him was for the free food. I know, I know, I'm a bitch. Gahhh.
I'll just call it off now, so that he still has time for plans.

ugh, and he would not be online right now.
Dammnit.

Okay, well anyway.
His name is Sid. I met him at the same party I met Devin at. He's pretty cool. Kind of an odd ball. Hence why I was only going for dinner. haha.

But yeah, so let's talk about Richard since we are here.
I feel like he's slowly pushing me out of his life. Which is depressing me so much. Like, I can feel that something is about to happen between he and I and I can tell that if it's bad, I'm going to be hella hurt. I told myself not to let this happen, to not get too attached to him because he is so far away. Blahhh.

Boys suck.

So- last night was the Masquerade Ball. Let me just shove the night in a nutshell for you real quick.

DJ Sucked.
Molly and Shane were all over each other.
It was grossly hot.
Everyone was wet from the rain.
It smelled weird.
I spent more time watching people dance than actually dancing.
Mostly because the music sucked.
I went home earlier than the rest of my group because I didn't want to be around Molly and Shane anymore, it was making me sick.

I can't even express my hate for that relationship.
She has a kind of boyfriend that she's going to see over break who lives in Michigan. Shane knows. Doesn't care. She's planning on breaking up with Shane so she can have free reign on break.

Ugh.
People suck.

Be-tee-dubs: iTunes shuffle just targeted my mood and put on, I hate Everything about you on. :) Go iTunes.

That is all.

Peace, love, and 19 days till 19!