Because that's what friends are for...

So, you ask, "Lynsey: wha'ts been going on lately. You've been writing all abstract and I can't figure out what's happening."
So here goes;

Ben and I are "official" as of Wednesday or Thursday. Yay Ben! I hadn't talked to Molly since...Tuesday? I think. Ben left to go visit home on Friday morning. Boo Ben! I was hella bored so I went to Molly's room only to find Shane lying on her bed. Apparently, that's why I hadn't seen her since Tuesday. She and Shane have been inseperable. Awesome!!
Well, Friday rolls around and I go to CVS for some junk, meet this hella cute guy and give him my number. Well, eventually he gets off work calls me, and we end up hanging out. He apparently felt it was a date because he began to PASSIONATELY kiss me. Way to go douchebag. So, he totally creeped me out and I left. I felt so bad because the whole time I was with this guy, I kept thinking of Ben.

Saturday night- Kelsi walks in the room and she's getting a movie out of the dresser and she says, "I'm gonna go to the BR boys room and we are gonna watch a movie...I'd invite you but Molly and Shane are in there."

So, on Saturday night I was left all alone in my room. Needless to say my mind started running wild and I ended up on the floor crying. Thankfully though, Ben Hughes [from my drawing class] came to my rescue. He saw a Facebook status update and called me and was like, "Come over! I am going to cheer you up!" So I went to his dorm, met his new roomie, Marc and their friend Aly. Basically, they tried to make fat by feeding me all sorts of crap. From chips, to halloween candy. It was quite good. We watched Moulon Rouge, and laughed our asses off because that movie was so ridiculous. hahaha. Then, Aly went to bed and Marc, Ben, and I sat there and talked about Relationships because of the Molly/Shane thing. It was nice because they truly helped me cheer up.

On Sunday, I made every effort to get all my homework done- but alas, football was on. Saints kicked ass, Chicago lost [dumbasses], and the Cardnials beat the Cowboys. WHOOHOOO! Ben came back during the Chicago/ATL game. He tried to keep me motivated in homework, but- that didn't work. So, eventually I realized it was time to break the news to Ben about the "date" from hell. He was shocked, but not mad. Part of me wanted him to be mad. He should've been. But he wasn't and I don't know why. He says he likes me so much and he doesn't understand it. And I keep thinking, I like you so much, but I can't understand why I keep trying to get other guys. Last night, I was having a massive amount of thoughts swimming in my head so I grabbed my homework and went to Ben and Marcs to do homework and believe it or not- I've never actually did my homework on time and so well in my life. Marc sat there and helped me to improve. He showed me what I was doing wrong and how to fix it. Unfortunately, I couldn't ask Marc how to fix my problems with Ben because the only Ben he knows of is Ben Hughes. He doesn't know that I'm TECHNICALLY in a relationship- and he's never asked.
Not that I expect anything from Marc, I guess I'm just hella confused about everything right now. Honestly, I just want Ben Hughes and Marc to be my new best friends because I know they won't date my ex's. They will be there when I need to cry, they will always say, "Lynsey, we do this because that's what friends are for."


Time to focus on classwork.
Peace, love, and Textures suck.


EDIT:
Also; as of...yesterday, Molly and Shane are officially Boyfriend/Girlfriend.


That is all.
Peace, love, and "Way to be my Best Friend!"