Can I please...

Just tell you about how right this feels.
Just tell you how I hope I can stay.

You know that point in your life where if you could you'd step out of who you are and see yourself interacting with the others around you? I hit that point tonight.
To be able to see myself standing there talking to him would've been amazing, but would I have changed anything? Why is that always my question? Why am I always about changing things? I should be happy with the status quo with the way things are but for some reason there is always this part of me screaming for more.

Is it possible for things in your life to be as comfortable as the keys under your fingers as you type. I mean, look at me, I can type any word you want without looking and yet I have to stare someone dead in the eye just to search for an inch of truth. Does that comfortably exist?


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I am amazed at how well he handles everything.
I am amazed at how close I feel.
I am amazed by the words he speaks.
I am amazed by his presence.
Simply; I am amazed.

If only I could see a shooting star, I'd wish for so much right now.

But for now, I'll just sit here and wait until tomorrow night, hoping everything works out.

Peace, love, and Screaming Infidelities.